I see it so clearly in my mind, but can I do it? This thought has been going through my head all day. I KNOW I am mentally prepared to change my life, but my BIGGEST fear right now is failure. This surgery is necessary for me to be a healthier person for Gabi. She is my MAIN inspiration. There is nothing else in the world that could take her inspiration from me. I am hoping that within her lies the courage for me to succeed, and push my self harder each day. #justmythoughtsrightnow
My prayer tonight:
"Dear Lord give me the strength to do this and succeed, and help encourage me to get healthy for my daughter so I can be around for her in the future."
I am going to bed after a long day and I will think some more and when I get some time tomorrow I will post what I have concluded :)
My prayer tonight:
"Dear Lord give me the strength to do this and succeed, and help encourage me to get healthy for my daughter so I can be around for her in the future."
I am going to bed after a long day and I will think some more and when I get some time tomorrow I will post what I have concluded :)